RIP Ekureiru ~Kethsar
News courtesy of one of his real life friends, who provided the information below.
"The whole Eku situation is this-- He was going through some relationship trouble and fighting a losing battle against his insecurities and gender dysphoria, since the day I met him like 3-4 years ago, he'd been constantly trying to kill himself while in a drunken haze. But he always failed spectacularly, honestly at some point I started thinking it was just for attention. But in Summer/Fall of last year, he started calling me a lot to vent about the woman that he was living with and the shit that she did to exacerbate his insecurities. At some point he stopped calling me. Then a mutual friend called me about an hour and a half ago, and told me that they found his body in his room with the door open at about 17:10 on Friday"
Goodbye senpai, you will be missed.
Anonymous (3009) #1416 (2019-02-16 06:19:06UTC)
See you, space cowboy.
P.S. You're still a huge faggot
Anonymous (4438) #1408 (2019-02-08 01:31:09UTC)
Its been over a year since you passed and I'm still in disbelief. I remember calling you one day not even knowing you at all when you posted your number on irc randomly. Well before you became a r/a/dio DJ, hell before r/a/dio was a thing. My only regret was not keeping in contact more. Maybe things would have been different. I've got too damn much I want to tell you about but I can't now and I regret that.
Rest in Peace you glorious faggot. May Haruhi make your afterlife exciting.
Anonymous (50c7) #1406 (2019-02-04 21:12:51UTC)
I miss you faggot. Daisuki.
Anonymous (f686) #1403 (2019-02-02 21:48:51UTC)
Hard to believe it’s been a year already. RIP my friend.
Anonymous (56c2) #1402 (2019-02-02 08:16:28UTC)
And thank you
Anonymous (30d7) #1391 (2019-01-07 13:22:39UTC)
RIP Eku, his friday night r/a/dio streams always uplifted me. I'll miss you. No homo
Anonymous (3beb) #1373 (2019-01-01 07:53:46UTC)
Anonymous (23ab) #1372 (2019-01-01 05:24:46UTC)
Anonymous (4509) #1371 (2019-01-01 05:17:23UTC)
Anonymous (c744) #1370 (2019-01-01 04:37:36UTC)
Anonymous (01c6) #1354 (2018-12-27 01:59:29UTC)
Anonymous (42ed) #1353 (2018-12-25 22:56:55UTC)
Anonymous (9257) #1350 (2018-12-25 07:19:23UTC)
Anonymous (71b2) #1349 (2018-12-24 20:58:22UTC)
Anonymous (72eb) #1340 (2018-12-17 22:15:14UTC)
You were a great friend, Eku. RIP.
Anonymous (1410) #1328 (2018-12-06 14:00:07UTC)
Anonymous (5a1a) #1327 (2018-12-04 04:08:49UTC)
Anonymous (4291) #1326 (2018-11-28 22:25:20UTC)
Anonymous (68ee) #1325 (2018-11-28 03:51:28UTC)
we chatted a bunch on steam and played TERA once
Anonymous (55ad) #1324 (2018-11-22 19:30:16UTC)
Anonymous (0c7b) #1323 (2018-11-10 01:03:06UTC)
Anonymous (b5d7) #1322 (2018-11-06 21:07:29UTC)
RIP. We played osu once. It was fun.
Anonymous (31a5) #1321 (2018-11-01 16:06:37UTC)
Eku is an irreplaceable part of what made r/a/dio, r/a/dio. I still miss him.
Anonymous (9bde) #1320 (2018-10-31 21:26:15UTC)
Anonymous (2c43) #1310 (2018-10-25 05:41:49UTC)
Anonymous (45c9) #1308 (2018-10-23 22:24:08UTC)
Anonymous (c23d) #1306 (2018-10-19 15:02:10UTC)
Damn, just saw this.
Will never forget you Eku, thanks for the good times.
Anonymous (892f) #1303 (2018-10-13 11:07:45UTC)
Anonymous (5530) #1302 (2018-10-05 00:18:13UTC)
Rest in Peace Ekureiru, rest in peace.
Anonymous (6764) #1301 (2018-09-25 13:54:38UTC)
Rest in peace Eki.
I'll always remember you as the DJ that drunkposted on mic and responded to the audience in enjoyable ways.
No can ever replace you.
See You, Space Cowboy.
Anonymous (e478) #1300 (2018-09-20 19:33:03UTC)
did he die?
Anonymous (5b93) #1299 (2018-09-19 01:20:24UTC)
Rest in peace Ekureiru
I only met her back in December, we hung out irl but then I left to another state. We discorded and called for a while. And then she just stopped responding. I always was afraid and its heartbreaking to know that my worst fears came true.
I really hope that you find peace now, you deserved so much better. I wish I could have been there for you more, or that I had the opportunity to know you longer
Anonymous (6c04) #1296 (2018-09-15 06:06:04UTC)
Reposting for those who haven't seen it yet.
Anonymous (77ef) #1294 (2018-09-10 08:21:46UTC)
I'm not a frequent user of r/a/dio, but I appreciated the couple of times I managed to tune in on Eku's radio times.
Fun times were had, among other things.
May the ground lay light on their shoulders.
Anonymous (7934) #1293 (2018-09-09 21:34:06UTC)
It's probably been at least 3 years since i talked to you, or anyone that was in TNC. I remember being invited from some thread on /a/ not saying a word for probably a day or two. I remember you sharing video on skype with me while you were trying to fix your computer. I remember SHE music was starting calls on skype and i got you in one and you freaked. I am sad i never reached out to you these last few years. Maybe i could have helped.
Anonymous (494f) #1292 (2018-09-05 16:58:44UTC)
Rest in peace, dude.
Anonymous (267c) #1291 (2018-09-04 15:22:43UTC)
I can't believe I only found out about this now. We talked on skype and IRC around 2012-14, we were even talking about singing a duet at one point, but unfortunately we weren't much in contact these last few years. I felt incredibly guilty about it the entire time and this hit me hard because now I'll always be too late. Your streams helped me through difficult times and I'll miss you, you magnificent faggot.
Anonymous (5140) #1290 (2018-08-27 17:04:55UTC)
holy shit F
Eku, I will remember you.
Anonymous (e0c3) #1289 (2018-08-26 22:37:01UTC)
Fridays with Kuma; Sundays with Eku. Some memorable times and threads.
Anonymous (f2ff) #1288 (2018-08-26 17:13:09UTC)
Anonymous (8087) #1286 (2018-08-24 04:23:24UTC)
Anonymous (a756) #1285 (2018-08-24 03:08:13UTC)
Anonymous (fd30) #1284 (2018-08-22 15:23:43UTC)
Still missing the Ekusessions. Fuck man.
Anonymous (fa40) #1283 (2018-08-19 17:37:35UTC)
Anonymous (ae4a) #1278 (2018-07-21 16:43:18UTC)
Wait, this wasn't a meme, what in the heavens? Eku can't be fucking dead!
Anonymous (39e2) #1277 (2018-07-21 08:13:09UTC)
Damn he had the cutest avatar
Anonymous (30f8) #1276 (2018-07-21 07:33:58UTC)
Anonymous (e672) #1274 (2018-07-19 08:59:19UTC)
He had an effect on me too, and even though I only found out now, my night has changed.
Rest in peace
Anonymous (b9e1) #1271 (2018-07-17 06:57:05UTC)
Anonymous (aeea) #1257 (2018-07-11 12:51:10UTC)
Rest in Peace
Anonymous (48c2) #1249 (2018-07-06 23:27:05UTC)
; - ; 7
Anonymous (3485) #1248 (2018-07-03 08:12:32UTC)
Anonymous (878c) #1247 (2018-07-01 08:33:24UTC)
Hey, I listened intermittently throughout the years. Recently I've had a lot of good going on for me, and as I drove home, I heard "Tuesday's Gone" on the radio and struggled to remember where I remember hearing it all the time.
Then it came to me. It was on r/a/dio. I used to listen specifically to Ekureiru and Eggmun on the regular and really enjoyed their streams.
I want you to know that the music you played brought a new light to my life in one of its darkest periods.
Thank you, an
Anonymous (59b1) #1246 (2018-06-27 03:50:47UTC)
Please have a new topic so we don't have to see "RIP Eku"
Its bringing back bad memories ;_;
Anonymous (482b) #1244 (2018-06-20 01:39:45UTC)
Anonymous (a6c6) #1243 (2018-06-16 14:57:34UTC)
Wait what? But I enjoyed Eku's radio times the most. ;_;
Anonymous (d0a3) #1242 (2018-06-08 05:34:01UTC)
I don't know what to say. Eku was always like a shining light at the end of the week, somebody to kick back with and take it easy, and now this.
Rest in peace, senpai, and one day we'll all meet again in the other world.
Anonymous (767b) #1241 (2018-06-06 08:41:32UTC)
I still can't believe Eku is fucking dead. (2)
Anonymous (ec8e) #1240 (2018-06-05 21:17:14UTC)
I thought it was a meme and just found out about it. Rest in peace.
Anonymous (4409) #1239 (2018-06-05 05:54:50UTC)
Well fuck I haven't listened in over half a decade and just wanted to check if this shit is still running and I come across this?
You'll be here forever... Rest In Peace
Anonymous (63e7) #1238 (2018-06-01 04:16:09UTC)
Anonymous (d34e) #1237 (2018-05-30 21:19:47UTC)
Anonymous (8087) #1236 (2018-05-27 17:15:50UTC)
Anonymous (64e6) #1233 (2018-05-23 01:19:03UTC)
I still remember you being with us at that epic Christmas stream back in 2012, and your awesome screamo. RIP man, we'll miss you.
Anonymous (ac52) #1232 (2018-05-19 02:06:47UTC)
Anonymous (b632) #1231 (2018-05-15 23:46:55UTC)
God damnit Eku, I read managed to read this. I may have never listened to r/a/dio much, but I fondly remember your role in forming it and all the happiness and comfiness you brought, not just by your streams but also in the IRC.
It fucking sucks that life had go be this way, you deserved so so much better than all of this, and we'll always remember you. I hope you're in the best possible place now, and if not that you're at least in our collective memories.
Anonymous (73ae) #1230 (2018-05-14 03:18:08UTC)
Anonymous (e952) #1229 (2018-05-08 02:29:27UTC)
Anonymous (be76) #1228 (2018-05-07 06:51:20UTC)
This actually makes me depressed. Goodbye Ekureiru. Rest in peace.
Anonymous (55b4) #1227 (2018-05-02 17:51:14UTC)
RIP Eku. Thanks for all the Fridays.
Anonymous (81d4) #1226 (2018-04-30 21:13:40UTC)
No way, I can't believe his dead
Anonymous (8dad) #1225 (2018-04-30 19:20:45UTC)
Anonymous (dfe2) #1224 (2018-04-30 17:28:22UTC)
Anonymous (2707) #1222 (2018-04-25 19:16:54UTC)
Anonymous (a691) #1221 (2018-04-25 13:03:46UTC)
Anonymous (e279) #1219 (2018-04-22 06:32:24UTC)
Anonymous (b4ce) #1218 (2018-04-21 20:35:34UTC)
I loved you Eku and this news is so extremely depressing and unexpected I am a grown man in tears reading this. I was never friends with you but you were the reason I listened to the stream at all when I started so many years ago. You introduced me to Clockup Flowers, you were an inspiration for me to start making music. Your situation was exactly like my own, I've been in a drunken haze and tried to kill myself unsuccessfully so many times over a girl. You saved my life a lot of times.
Anonymous (7cd6) #1217 (2018-04-21 05:59:29UTC)
Man, so sad that eku cant be here for 4/20
Anonymous (4e9d) #1216 (2018-04-21 05:06:04UTC)
I miss you Eku
Anonymous (6c04) #1215 (2018-04-19 06:46:45UTC)
Anonymous (3249) #1214 (2018-04-14 05:00:25UTC)
Fuck, I loved Eku and her streams.
You were always a little girl to me.
Anonymous (1877) #1213 (2018-04-13 10:00:08UTC)
I still can't believe Eku is fucking dead.
Anonymous (f9d6) #1209 (2018-04-05 05:50:17UTC)
Anonymous (f687) #1206 (2018-04-04 06:13:55UTC)
It has been almost two months and I'm still not over it. I miss this f/a/ggot so much. I just wish I could have one more Skype chat of us BS'ing about the Star War prequels or how good Toradora was.
He/She did what I could never do and I'm legit jealous only because I'm still here fucked up and they're gone. I wish this was a joke and Eku would talk to us on a Frid/a/y night again.
Anonymous (4317) #1205 (2018-04-03 18:41:39UTC)
Anonymous (9dbb) #1202 (2018-04-01 08:34:08UTC)
Sad to hear this, always enjoyed the streams and the personality that came along with it.
Anonymous (12c0) #1200 (2018-03-31 06:58:50UTC)
Anonymous (16b7) #1197 (2018-03-30 22:27:57UTC)
Anonymous (c5a5) #1196 (2018-03-28 10:31:31UTC)
Fucking hell, it took over a month for me to realize these news. No wonder I didn't catch any of Eku's streams lately. Hopefully this is nothing more than an elaborate story to notify of someone stepping down r/a/dio and making it dramatic, but if not may you rest in peace and meet Aniki.
Anonymous (e00b) #1195 (2018-03-27 18:47:13UTC)
Anonymous (f571) #1194 (2018-03-25 22:39:13UTC)
Anonymous (2532) #1193 (2018-03-24 00:05:34UTC)
Anonymous (4d4b) #1192 (2018-03-21 21:19:46UTC)
I leave for awhile due to depression and return to this. I was only ever a lurker but I was here for quite a bit of his streams back in 2015-2016. Even if you did get overly drunk and depressed and make drama while streaming a couple times I still liked you from afar even if you were a faggot. We're all faggots in some form here which is why we remain anon or in your case, namefag.
Death and nonexistence will make us all equal eventually. I'll be with you all in the abyss soon.
Anonymous (6418) #1191 (2018-03-19 22:32:07UTC)
Anonymous (9d88) #1190 (2018-03-17 17:38:02UTC)
Anonymous (31b0) #1189 (2018-03-17 09:10:06UTC)
Can't believe I found out about this late. Rest In Peace, always enjoyed tuning in to the streams for long homework sessions.
Anonymous (da7c) #1188 (2018-03-17 02:38:07UTC)
Anonymous (3613) #1187 (2018-03-16 21:22:14UTC)
Anonymous (16de) #1186 (2018-03-15 18:40:43UTC)
Anonymous (c948) #1185 (2018-03-15 05:30:19UTC)
Anonymous (cc22) #1184 (2018-03-12 02:36:40UTC)
Rest in Peace, Ekureiru.
I hope you did find some peace in the another world, i will meet you soon.
Anonymous (2224) #1183 (2018-03-10 13:56:41UTC)
Anonymous (cdac) #1182 (2018-03-10 06:30:24UTC)
Anonymous (fcab) #1181 (2018-03-10 05:52:55UTC)
Fuck. I can't believe I'm reading this, let alone over a month after it happened.
I'm gonna miss you. Thanks for the memories.
Rest In Peace, Eku.
Anonymous (b3b9) #1180 (2018-03-09 20:39:26UTC)
Anonymous (f590) #1179 (2018-03-07 01:56:02UTC)
Anonymous (6caa) #1178 (2018-03-06 21:30:27UTC)
Anonymous (6af1) #1177 (2018-03-05 05:44:04UTC)
He's with Aniki having a gay orgy in heaven now
Anonymous (79c2) #1176 (2018-03-04 10:16:38UTC)
What the fuck, man? Rest in peace. ;_;
Anonymous (6355) #1175 (2018-03-04 04:17:48UTC)
I'm a very casual listener and while I might not have talked to the people here, I enjoyed his streams a lot. Rest in peace.
Anonymous (cbab) #1174 (2018-02-28 17:50:18UTC)
Anonymous (a817) #1173 (2018-02-27 23:29:48UTC)
Anonymous (a6fe) #1172 (2018-02-27 07:41:23UTC)
Anonymous (e798) #1171 (2018-02-26 21:48:12UTC)
gensokyo awaits you friend.
Anonymous (6734) #1170 (2018-02-26 14:38:00UTC)
Anonymous (1c7f) #1169 (2018-02-25 13:23:20UTC)
Anonymous (8f30) #1168 (2018-02-25 13:23:07UTC)
F rip ma nigga
Anonymous (fe62) #1167 (2018-02-25 00:47:47UTC)
God fucking damn it, man. God fucking damn it.
Anonymous (8b71) #1166 (2018-02-24 01:55:54UTC)
Can't say I really knew Eku and I hope this isn't true, but I always appreciated Eku keeping it real and holding down Fridays like a champ. Thanks for sharing your shit experiences about military service. Ever since you first revealed your waifu was Haruhi my respect for you is immortalized. Patrician taste.
t. kuma generation listener who still tunes in every now and then
Anonymous (4071) #1165 (2018-02-23 14:11:35UTC)
Anonymous (c4a8) #1164 (2018-02-21 21:01:28UTC)
Anonymous (8b71) #1163 (2018-02-21 15:29:02UTC)
Rest in peace Ekureiru. I always liked listening to your streams.
Anonymous (a119) #1162 (2018-02-20 18:04:30UTC)
Anonymous (d097) #1161 (2018-02-20 12:38:42UTC)
Rest in peace Eku. I didn't know you actually, just heard you stream sometimes. But I will definitely miss you.
Anonymous (1d25) #1159 (2018-02-19 15:24:22UTC)
Oh shit, sad news.
Anonymous (9018) #1158 (2018-02-19 04:15:43UTC)
You will be missed Eku :'^(
Anonymous (0e52) #1157 (2018-02-18 20:42:52UTC)
Say hi to Reimu for me.
Anonymous (8fe3) #1156 (2018-02-17 19:22:55UTC)
Anonymous (503c) #1155 (2018-02-17 09:59:53UTC)
Eku's streams helped me get through a difficult part of my life. I'll miss him dearly.
Anonymous (a993) #1154 (2018-02-17 03:44:29UTC)
Anonymous (6462) #1153 (2018-02-16 19:05:56UTC)
Thanks for always telling me I was a manly little girl. Your streams were always my favourite. I'd stay up until 4am euro to catch the start of them and still be able to catch the end of them in the morning.
Anonymous (385f) #1152 (2018-02-16 18:09:05UTC)
My favourite DJ who got me to discover many great obscure albums.
It will be weird to not be able to look forward to those streams again.
Anonymous (6594) #1151 (2018-02-16 15:37:00UTC)
I'll miss your streams, Eku, they were a lot of fun, even if you were a tranny faggot.
Anonymous (756d) #1148 (2018-02-15 07:35:28UTC)
You're golden, Eku.
Anonymous (20d4) #1145 (2018-02-15 05:00:38UTC)
Well, if my Valentine's day wasn't sad enough, I learned this. I'll miss your blushing avatar.
Anonymous (81c0) #1143 (2018-02-14 16:41:38UTC)
Yeah but what about pnig?
Anonymous (cc65) #1138 (2018-02-14 01:49:04UTC)
I don't really know what else to say. This actually really bums me out.
I guess all I can type is
Anonymous (ec1f) #1137 (2018-02-13 10:00:41UTC)
You were always a nice person. Despite my obnoxious personality and rude behavior you were never spiteful back towards me.
I hope you're in a better place now.
Siztra, your friend.
Anonymous (7e14) #1132 (2018-02-12 02:04:29UTC)
Nothing I can say will do you justice.
I'm infinitely grateful to you; without your streams I'd likely have died years ago. You were kind, and warm, and gregarious. I'm crying again. I wish I could have done more for you. I wish I could have provided whatever you were looking for. I'll miss you. I'll never forget you.
See you space cowgirl.
Anonymous (5640) #1129 (2018-02-11 15:13:16UTC)
Assuming this is real, that's a tragic loss. Ekureiru was the most dedicated DJ in r/a/dio, his Friday Night Faggotry and Tsund/a/y streams were a source of joy and musical wonders for many anons, week after week. Eku shared all the music in his heart with us, and we shared ours with him through our requests. I won't forget those glorious times we've had, Eku, but you will be missed. I wish I talked with you more often. I shed manly tears for you, no homo.
/r/ you find peace
Ec Tisia, friend
Anonymous (7641) #1128 (2018-02-11 05:27:03UTC)
This is touching.
Anonymous (7844) #1127 (2018-02-11 04:53:46UTC)
Anonymous (dc73) #1126 (2018-02-11 02:52:06UTC)
Anonymous (d465) #1125 (2018-02-11 02:48:35UTC)
Anonymous (3973) #1124 (2018-02-11 02:33:53UTC)
I was late to the party, didn't start tuning into 'til 2015, and then summer of 2017 we met through discord, and found out we lived half an hour from each other. So we did a 3 am whataburger run because why the hell not?
We hung out actively for about a month ish and almost dated, but a lot of shit happened and we fell out, it happens a lot.
I'm sorry I ignored your message to reconnect last month, I regretted that even before hearing the news.
Rest in peace.
Anonymous (8064) #1123 (2018-02-10 18:37:23UTC)
I regret that I was too afraid to try and talk to you, I'm sure you had others but it's always nice to have other gender dysphoric people to vent to. I wish that I could've helped.
Anonymous (541c) #1122 (2018-02-10 13:17:45UTC)
RIP in Peace, Eku. You were my favorite DJ.
Anonymous (cc45) #1121 (2018-02-10 10:07:03UTC)
I missed your last stream, only to later learn that i'll never hear it again.
I wish I hadn't been so busy.
I hope you enjoy where you are right now more than I enjoyed your streams.
Anonymous (edd1) #1120 (2018-02-10 08:42:37UTC)
Can you imagine being Eku?
Just WEEPING to himself at how SAD of a gaylord he is and asking his buttbuddies to "hey wouldn't it be SAD if you were to never call me back? I'd act like all CONFIDENT and shit in real life and like I'm stable lel but I just cut myself a little duduru~~
His suicidal reaction to shit is so fucking disheartening and real that I honestly don't know how my room isn't full of tears right now.
Anonymous (fc3b) #1119 (2018-02-10 05:57:37UTC)
I'm sorry Eku.
I'll never forget you, my dear friend.
Anonymous (100a) #1118 (2018-02-10 02:47:23UTC)
I never cared about genders of anonymous people so I will remember Eku as I have always been.
I will miss ya, you ding dong bugger dugger.
I hope you press F for me too if it's my time to go.
Anonymous (5413) #1117 (2018-02-10 02:45:15UTC)
RIP. Eku really improved as a DJ over the years, I appreciated his streams. In our microculture we make light of depression and suicide, but for all of the other Anons out there who feel pain every day--get help, and keep hope, even if it seems impossible. Some troubles might never leave us, but its possible to live well even with those troubles.
Anonymous (b53a) #1116 (2018-02-10 02:34:23UTC)
May your spirits guide use to the ether realm
Anonymous (f90b) #1115 (2018-02-10 02:12:59UTC)
Eku was the best one of you fags, gonna miss that weeb. My wishes go out to his waifu, may she find peace as well.
Anonymous (393b) #1114 (2018-02-10 01:36:35UTC)
Well it's actually quite sad to hear this. Even if we made fun of you at times we'll still all miss you you glorious f/a/ggot. It was always nice that he played requests and he was helpful when I needed some flac songs that were missing from my collection.
See you in Gensokyo when it's time ;-;7
Anonymous (5c4a) #1113 (2018-02-10 01:20:38UTC)
RIP. Your streams helped me out a lot in some tough times. I hope you are in a better place.
Anonymous (b5ad) #1112 (2018-02-10 01:11:51UTC)
may your soul finally find peace
Anonymous (db7b) #1111 (2018-02-10 00:35:56UTC)
RIP my fellow Erikafag. I won't forget you.
Anonymous (27ce) #1110 (2018-02-10 00:17:03UTC)
Anonymous (7641) #1109 (2018-02-10 00:15:00UTC)
Anonymous (dc77) #1108 (2018-02-09 23:59:08UTC)
Anonymous (685a) #1107 (2018-02-09 23:02:02UTC)
Anonymous (7641) #1106 (2018-02-09 20:34:58UTC)
I remember being good friends with Eku back in the day when r/a/dio was a regular thing on /a/. I went to Eden Radio and we made plans to collab on streams, even host No Pan Nights of our own. He taught me all I knew about being a DJ and i'm taking this news harder than I thought I would. He was a good friend and didn't deserve this. I hope you're in a better place and i'll be seeing you soon, you glorious faggot. Say hi to Haruhi for me. RIP brother.
Anonymous (9a55) #1105 (2018-02-09 17:46:39UTC)
Fake and gay
Anonymous (c6a4) #1103 (2018-02-08 15:50:47UTC)
I think this would be a good opportunity for definite r/a/dio closure, things aren't the same anymore and parting ways here may make it easier than everyone slowly fading away.
Anonymous (b79f) #1102 (2018-02-08 05:31:29UTC)
Why can't it be Bacon instead?
Anonymous (50a5) #1101 (2018-02-08 00:01:01UTC)
Don't blame yourself or anything Keth
Anonymous (1e52) #1100 (2018-02-07 23:32:15UTC)
Anonymous (16c0) #1099 (2018-02-07 23:17:18UTC)
fuck, it's raining...
Anonymous (9a4a) #1098 (2018-02-07 20:23:36UTC)
Anonymous (a9ef) #1097 (2018-02-07 04:32:33UTC)
I used to shit on her in the megu threads, but eventually stopped. I thought I made up but when I heard the news I went back through my old messages, and she never clued in to what I was trying to say. I feel like all those times we talked were based on false premises. I just wish I could say sorry explicitly, and show her how much people actually care.
I'm sorry eku. I'm going to carry this guilt for the rest of my life so I don't treat others how I treated you those times.
Anonymous (dfd1) #1096 (2018-02-07 02:39:03UTC)
I dated Eku for about a month last year. She was incredibly sweet and loved what she did with you all. I like to think that it was distracting for her, in a good way. My fondest memory of her is still when I was having a terrible morning, and didn't want to do anything but cry. She told me to tune in, and for an hour straight, she played nothing but calming music, the kind that she knew would help me. She loved all those close to her and tried her best. Thank you guys for giving her a place. F.
Anonymous (7e1a) #1095 (2018-02-07 01:51:55UTC)
I loved Eku's Friday nights, I listened to them numerous times some years ago. He would make my long Fridays at work bearable, including the long rides driving home late at night. I wish he knew how many lives he touched just by playing awesome music and keeping people entertained and pissass drunk whenever they were lonely on those nights.
Rest in peace, friend.
Anonymous (3529) #1094 (2018-02-07 01:41:52UTC)
To you, his friends and family he may of cared about; condolences man. I hope he finds peace in the next life that he couldn't find here.
Anonymous (fea2) #1093 (2018-02-07 01:04:18UTC)
RIP. It sucks not knowing you're around anymore. You played great tunes, and overall a nice person to talk with. I wish I could have had the chance to thank you one more time before you left us.
Anonymous (9817) #1092 (2018-02-06 20:49:08UTC)
Holy fucking shit this is sad as fuck. Me and my friends used to smoke weed and listen to Eku's streams in uni a few years back... Those were some of the best Friday nights I've had... RIP man.
Anonymous (d441) #1091 (2018-02-06 18:38:43UTC)
I keep checking back to see if maybe this was all a joke. I'd be so happy if it was just a sick prank.
Anonymous (d15e) #1088 (2018-02-06 06:17:06UTC)
Fucking tragic. This actually upsets me.
Anonymous (5fbb) #1087 (2018-02-06 05:09:04UTC)
I didn't know him well like some others did but he was the main reason I started coming here long ago.
Anonymous (fbc3) #1086 (2018-02-06 04:01:17UTC)
Anonymous (cd98) #1085 (2018-02-06 03:36:46UTC)
Anonymous (8087) #1084 (2018-02-05 22:18:05UTC)
Anonymous (22f6) #1083 (2018-02-05 22:09:22UTC)
I loved Eku's streams so much ;_;
Anonymous (9231) #1082 (2018-02-05 20:41:16UTC)
dang, I don't have words for this. I'll miss his streams.
Anonymous (a676) #1081 (2018-02-05 17:49:40UTC)
I've listened to you for years Eku. I'm sorry to see you go. I hope you've found the peace that you were so desperate for. Hopefully /a/nons will remember you fondly; I certainly do.
This is why I always post something positive when people mention if they are contemplating an action such as this. We are a community; we're here forever. Let's keep it that way.
Anonymous (5c92) #1080 (2018-02-05 17:22:22UTC)
Sayonara, you glorious f/a/ggot.
Anonymous (fd30) #1079 (2018-02-05 15:44:27UTC)
Looks like he beat us to anime land.
Anonymous (b65c) #1078 (2018-02-05 15:41:28UTC)
Anonymous (e22e) #1077 (2018-02-05 15:35:19UTC)
Anonymous (99bb) #1076 (2018-02-05 15:29:37UTC)
Anonymous (8222) #1074 (2018-02-05 15:26:27UTC)
Anonymous (f403) #1073 (2018-02-05 11:35:51UTC)
Goddamn this feels bad. My condolences to all of those who were more acquainted with Eku than I was.
Anonymous (c603) #1072 (2018-02-05 06:55:41UTC)
What the fuck.
This can't be real.
Anonymous (f687) #1071 (2018-02-05 05:49:50UTC)
This is so sad. Eku's streams are what got me to listening to r/a/dio back in the day. I used to hang out every Friday and holiday to get wasted with everyone while he streams. Then we started talking on Skype and played LoL together. We even watched movies and anime together.
I haven't talked to him in a couple years because life has been busy, but the last few times I reached out, he didn't respond.
RIP Eku. You'll be missed.
Anonymous (75b5) #1070 (2018-02-05 05:01:28UTC)
F ekutan, thank you
Anonymous (7844) #1069 (2018-02-05 04:57:47UTC)
I still remember your first night, Eku. Kuma-kun heading to bed, a few /a/nons ready to keep going, not sure what to expect from the new guy. And you shredded it, man: good picks, fun transitions, groovy blocks. I'll never forget your voice calling me or anyone else out over the stream. You were a good DJ, you were a good friend, and you were a good person Eku.
I hope there's a better place and you made it there. Big F ;_;7
Anonymous (6c66) #1067 (2018-02-05 04:32:21UTC)
Rip Eclair tan. I'll see you in Gensokyo one day.
Anonymous (ad32) #1066 (2018-02-05 04:20:31UTC)
man i miss kuma
Anonymous (fc60) #1065 (2018-02-05 03:43:04UTC)
Anonymous (02d6) #1064 (2018-02-05 02:54:22UTC)
Eku, thank you for spending so much time with us. I’ll miss you.
Anonymous (c6f0) #1063 (2018-02-05 02:35:28UTC)
eku will be missed, rip
Anonymous (2faf) #1062 (2018-02-05 02:09:19UTC)
Damn that sucks. Even though he was often a shit DJ, he at least streamed every week and eventually would get to requests. Rest in peace.
Anonymous (3a30) #1061 (2018-02-05 01:58:29UTC)
Eku's Friday streams were the one thing I looked forward to during some of the lowest times of my life.
I hope you're in a better place.
Anonymous (dcc9) #1060 (2018-02-05 01:16:09UTC)
I really hope this isn't real. I can't count the number of days Eku's streams made so much better or bearable at all. Gender Dysphoria is a cruel and misunderstood condition. I hope you are in better place now.
Anonymous (1236) #1059 (2018-02-05 01:00:41UTC)
Anonymous (f7a8) #1058 (2018-02-05 00:30:01UTC)
How easy it is to repel and to wipe away every impression which is troublesome or unsuitable, and immediately to be in all tranquility.
Anonymous (c21e) #1057 (2018-02-05 00:14:26UTC)
Anonymous (56a7) #1056 (2018-02-04 23:55:47UTC)
Eku was a good friend of mine. I'm absolutely shocked, and was completely unaware of the situation... My condolences.
Anonymous (bef6) #1055 (2018-02-04 23:19:22UTC)
Rest in peace
Anonymous (24bd) #1054 (2018-02-04 23:16:51UTC)
Anonymous (fe29) #1053 (2018-02-04 22:03:48UTC)
Anonymous (a996) #1052 (2018-02-04 21:56:26UTC)
Anonymous (659f) #1051 (2018-02-04 21:55:05UTC)
Holy shit, rest in peace you glorious motherfucker. Loved tuning into your streams, god damn.
See you, space cowboy. ;_;7
Anonymous (4e67) #1050 (2018-02-04 21:28:03UTC)
Is this for real?
Anonymous (1e2e) #1049 (2018-02-04 21:22:42UTC)
Anonymous (a7a8) #1047 (2018-02-04 20:11:29UTC)
That's a shame. I was just idly wondering what he was up to during f/a/ggotry the other day, too.
Anonymous (cb9b) #1046 (2018-02-04 18:50:21UTC)
His late night unannounced streams back in the day really were great.
Anonymous (516d) #1045 (2018-02-04 18:38:53UTC)
Anonymous (cbe1) #1044 (2018-02-04 18:16:42UTC)
Anonymous (41a8) #1043 (2018-02-04 18:11:34UTC)
Kill all the gays and the faggots.
Anonymous (a236) #1042 (2018-02-04 18:07:11UTC)
>tranny killing himelf
Anonymous (dc85) #1041 (2018-02-04 18:06:17UTC)
Is 2018 shaping up to be the worst year this decade?
Anonymous (1805) #1040 (2018-02-04 17:53:16UTC)
Fuck you Eku, you're supposed to be here forever.
You're not allowed to leave.
Anonymous (6167) #1039 (2018-02-04 17:30:31UTC)
Anonymous (1e5f) #1038 (2018-02-04 16:06:24UTC)
Anonymous (ae59) #1037 (2018-02-04 16:01:31UTC)
A very sad news indeed
My past is slipping away fast
Anonymous (68f5) #1036 (2018-02-04 15:55:01UTC)
In the off chance you are reading these comments for whatever reason Eku, I hope you are in a better place. I wish I knew just how bad things were getting for you, and I am truly sorry I treated you the way I did at certain points. I think we all are here. May you find peace.
Anonymous (d1aa) #1035 (2018-02-04 15:13:25UTC)
rest in peace eku, hope you can find better joy whenever you went
Anonymous (5640) #1034 (2018-02-04 14:25:08UTC)
What the fuck, this better not be true.
Anonymous (421c) #1033 (2018-02-04 13:13:19UTC)
Anonymous (6415) #1032 (2018-02-04 12:23:50UTC)
Anonymous (544e) #1031 (2018-02-04 12:11:03UTC)
Rest in Piece Eku
Anonymous (a509) #1029 (2018-02-04 11:58:53UTC)
I didn't know Eku but I want to say sorry and thank you. Condolences to all affected.
Anonymous (d49b) #1028 (2018-02-04 11:46:30UTC)
wtf im crying...
Anonymous (1827) #1027 (2018-02-04 11:42:13UTC)
Anonymous (3ca4) #1026 (2018-02-04 11:27:53UTC)
Anonymous (ab50) #1025 (2018-02-04 10:19:13UTC)
Anonymous (dc59) #1024 (2018-02-04 10:07:04UTC)
Goodbye my friend.
Anonymous (2212) #1023 (2018-02-04 09:50:22UTC)
Ay, not sure who this cunt was but anyway RIP. Being a tranny would have been shit. At least your at peace now, friend. Sounds like your /a/ buddy's think you were a sick cunt DJ with your gay anime tunes. Good luck to you in the afterlife. Remember to take your chromosomes with you when your spirit departs earth for Gensokyo.
Anonymous (c1ff) #1022 (2018-02-04 09:49:27UTC)
:( This is heartbreaking. Eku's streams were what kept ME from offing myself a while back. I wish I could have done something.
Anonymous (b073) #1021 (2018-02-04 09:20:47UTC)
Anonymous (f381) #1020 (2018-02-04 09:18:27UTC)
I hope you find whatever it was that was missing.
Anonymous (0c8d) #1019 (2018-02-04 09:10:08UTC)
A fate almost as bad as Kuma's.
Shavadava ## Mod #1018 (2018-02-04 08:45:56UTC)
The first DJ I really knew. Thanks for the fun times and getting me into this whole thing.
Anonymous (01f0) #1017 (2018-02-04 08:43:07UTC)
I will remember him for always playing Ganbara every week
Anonymous (c975) #1016 (2018-02-04 08:22:15UTC)
I'm not sure if Eku would like so much personal information out there like this.
Its appreciated nonetheless.
Thank you for so many wonderful years Eku.
You will always be the best.
Anonymous (c2e7) #1015 (2018-02-04 08:19:32UTC)
Anonymous (53f4) #1014 (2018-02-04 08:07:49UTC)
Anonymous (f1a3) #1013 (2018-02-04 08:06:22UTC)
rip to the only good dj
Anonymous (49e7) #1012 (2018-02-04 08:05:28UTC)
Anonymous (ed62) #1011 (2018-02-04 08:02:04UTC)
kipukun ## Mod #1010 (2018-02-04 07:56:31UTC)
it was brief, eku. RIP
Anonymous (ecf9) #1009 (2018-02-04 07:53:08UTC)
God damm it eku. I liked you, I was hoping you left us to live a good life. This is truly the worst RIP thanks for all the memories
Anonymous (10b4) #1008 (2018-02-04 07:52:47UTC)
I will never forget those Friday nights on /a/, when everything was fine and dandy and Eku played requests.
See you, space cowboy.
Anonymous (7b1b) #1007 (2018-02-04 07:51:48UTC)
Anonymous (3e8b) #1006 (2018-02-04 07:51:36UTC)